Who Do I WANT To Be Sober?
- Mentally adjusted (normal).
- Emotionally adjusted (rational, feeling, but sober).
- Speak out when I have an opinion (w/out fear of sounding stupid).
- Be a shoulder/sounding board for my friends and family.
- Be a trusted friend, Sir and husband.
- Think clearly (speak as fast and clearly as my brain runs).
- Have lots of sex.
- Take meds on time (hence being adjusted).
- Not obsessed with alcohol.
- Be a non-smoker.
- Enjoy the hobbies and activities that used to bring me joy.
- Love life and living.
- Have my career back.
- Provide for my family and friends, being able to help financially again and actually be there for them.
- Make home a home again (since I gave my last one up).
- Have people want to be around me again.
- Celebrate holidays again.
- Travel.
- Excersize and bulk up (I hate the twink I’ve become).
- Have money to get my tattoo.
- Skydive.
- Be stable enough to be a DM again.
- Be a leader and not the follower I’ve trained myself to be.
- Never be in rehab again.
- Be the best, honest and honorable man I know I can be.